Fake it til you make it.
I figured I could do it.
Pretend I was FINE with never having another baby, until I get to the point I believe it.
I have been trying for months. I almost had myself fooled.
But the pain is back.
I can't go anywhere without seeing something that stabs me into the heart.
I so badly want there to be magic fix for whatever is causing my body to destroy pregnancy after pregnancy.
It's not in the cards for us and I have to accept that.
Just wish it didn't hurt so much.